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iwaizumi hajime ♘ ([personal profile] catenate) wrote in [community profile] carmona2015-09-19 11:30 am
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Letting him cry and just holding him, continuing to rock them both and pet his hair, Oikawa doesn't aim to shush his tears - he just lets him cry it out. It makes his heart clench in ways he hates, but at least he's here right now. He's here holding him and keeping him safe while he is vulnerable, he is who he trusts the most - so Oikawa doesn't complain. Doesn't argue, doesn't scold.]

Shhh, shh.. [It's just a soft sound to sooth him, before Oikawa starts humming tunelessly while still rocking him.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, Hajime.

[Oikawa says it gently, still stroking his hair and his neck and shoulders. There's not much else to say, really. Iwaizumi confirming what was really wrong with them though left Oikawa wanting to reach for that hand, to kiss the feeling back into them - but he knows that doesn't logically work. If he can't feel through them, then it was the digits themselves that were dead?]

I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It was worth a shot.

[He never said it was a bad idea. Reaching to keep petting his hair, even dipping his touch down to cradle his face and use his thumbs to wipe those tears away, Oikawa kissed his forehead again then.]

You had to try. It's okay.
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry. I was being upset over something dumb. You don't have to apologize.

[Oikawa gently keeps wiping those tears, before he slips one thumb down to gently push and smooth across Iwaizumi's lip to keep him from chewing on himself further. There were red marks already lining his lower lip, he has been biting himself to try to not hurt so much, jeez..]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe.

[Mumbling the word softly, leaning in to kiss his forehead, then down his nose until he was meeting his lips, the kisses stayed soft and gentle and just reassuring him that he's there. Oikawa is there to pull Iwaizumi back together, to hold that hand until he figured out what he wanted to do from that point. To be there even after.]

I was only mad you didn't want to call me until after. I'm not mad that you wanted to get them fixed. [He keeps kissing him, speaking so gently.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[Cradling his face and giving his cheeks a soft squish, kissing him so much warmer, Oikawa gently tugs on his lower lip with his teeth, keeping his gaze now with affection showing through the worry.]

Hey. I love you. Okay? [No matter what. Even with dumb shit like this where we miscommunicate.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-19 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shutting his eyes and just letting that wash over him, squishing Iwaizumi's cheeks again, he tried to calm his own problems with it down to think. Why wouldn't he have told him? Where did he get his fingertips? Would it really have been that awful?]

Thank you. For trying to keep me from having more to have nightmares about. [After a long stretch of just breathing with him, Oikawa manages to say this softly. It's all he can think of.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-20 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Look just because he wasn't thinking clearly before doesn't mean he's not upset still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No, most of the fire has quieted down. Stroking his cheek and kissing his forehead then, Oikawa shifts to slowly let go to let him up - to let him get out of that blanket burrito Oikawa wrapped him in for safety. Reaching to grab their shower bag, shoving a rag into it, he only starts getting up once Iwaizumi was up.]

Let's just go clean up in general. You're getting scruffy, have you not been shaving? [Like he wouldn't get upset if Iwaizumi started shaving on his own. He just likes feeling needed.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-20 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oikawa just looks at him for a long moment, this indiscernible look on his face before he reaches over once they're both standing so he can simply pull him in to kiss him. He can't say he didn't even think about that, he can't say he thought for a second that he was replaceable throughout all that - it was the stupidest fight - so he just kisses him. Rubbing one hand against his cheek, scrubbing his thumb into that stubble and giving a quiet smile, he decides against saying anything else. Oikawa turns with their shower bag and curls his hand into left, tugging him with then.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-20 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's not a long little walk to the bathrooms, and once they're in and Oikawa is walking towards the sink, he is fishing out their toothbrushes and toothpaste to hand over. Once Iwaizumi takes them, Oikawa gets out the small shaving cream container and the razor next, throwing a rag over his shoulder and turning on a separate sink to start getting the water warm. It's not like brushing ones teeth lasts long.]
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-20 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Giving him a perkier smile than he's been able to give when Iwaizumi looks just that much more refreshed for getting his mouth clean, Oikawa leans in to steal a smooch.]

Mmm, minty.
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[personal profile] pinpointing 2015-09-20 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, that's super rude.

[In the end, Oikawa is laughing and setting the shaving stuff aside to take the toothbrush and toothpaste. He'll be quick about brushing his teeth at least, but thorough enough to get his mouth just as clean.]

Sorry~ I did brush yesterday morning at least so it could have been worse!

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