[It's still shaking, even when Oikawa holds it to his face like that. He leans to bury his face against his neck as soon as he has the chance, hating that despite how he tried to make things easier it fucked things up more.]

We... we thought it'd be easier than...

[He bites his lip hard, slides down a bit until his forehead is against Oikawa's collarbone instead.] Sorry. For keeping you out of it. I guess part of me expected it wouldn't be this easy.