[Ah... this time he does actually grin up at him though, hand shifting to curl into Oikawa's hair, brushing back the dumb flicks that are sticking up.]
Not exactly. [It's hard to explain that he just finds it really vulnerable to let loose enough though, that it'd probably take a particular situation for him to be able to do this--but it'll mean more each time he does.
It's just hard to explain with words, so instead he drags Oikawa in to kiss him, mouth melting against his in a way that will hopefully soothe his worries.]
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Not exactly. [It's hard to explain that he just finds it really vulnerable to let loose enough though, that it'd probably take a particular situation for him to be able to do this--but it'll mean more each time he does.
It's just hard to explain with words, so instead he drags Oikawa in to kiss him, mouth melting against his in a way that will hopefully soothe his worries.]