[It's a hazy thought, but one nevertheless when he thinks of how selfless Oikawa is being right now. That despite the horrid sides to his personality that warp him at times, that underneath it all he can be like this. It's weird how much it makes his heart race, how his hands shake for other reasons and it's not a bad thing, even as he pulls them into Oikawa's hair again, pulls him in close to capture those lips in return.
He returns the feelings there wholeheartedly.
The friction on his cock feels heavenly and too much at the same time, like he might burst from feeling too much already. It's why it's actually a relief when Oikawa pulls himself down to align himself, even if he feels his stomach drop from the nerves that are creeping up inside him. It's why when he speaks his voice is low, gruff and harsh.]
I swear to god if you don't do it now, I'm going to end up finishing without you. [You can do it already, idiot. Though he hopes Oikawa doesn't pay much attention to the fact that he's also saying that before his nerves give in and he does something he'll regret--pulling away without giving this a chance.]
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He returns the feelings there wholeheartedly.
The friction on his cock feels heavenly and too much at the same time, like he might burst from feeling too much already. It's why it's actually a relief when Oikawa pulls himself down to align himself, even if he feels his stomach drop from the nerves that are creeping up inside him. It's why when he speaks his voice is low, gruff and harsh.]
I swear to god if you don't do it now, I'm going to end up finishing without you. [You can do it already, idiot. Though he hopes Oikawa doesn't pay much attention to the fact that he's also saying that before his nerves give in and he does something he'll regret--pulling away without giving this a chance.]