[It's been days since the incident, and while he doesn't really speak about it much (because Oikawa feels far too guilty for something that wasn't his fault, no matter how much he says otherwise) he keeps feeling phantom pains. He'll wake up in cold sweats some nights too, clinging to the other teen because it's the only thing that's grounding while they're there, and because it's him.
Those nights are the worst, and usually lead to him screaming in his sleep, waking up panting for air and wishing that they weren't trapped in this fucked up school.
There are better times too, though. Like the times they risk stealing little kisses when the others have their backs turned now. Or when Oikawa drapes himself all over him, making him crumble a little but the warmth feels really good. When they have time to themselves is the best though. When the others stay away for an hour or so and they have the place to themselves, and they can kiss and touch however they like... it's nice. He's getting used to it, even if it's a little weird to think about at times.
This time, he initiates. Knowing that they're safe helps, as does yanking the other closer by the hair for a quick make out session while they're in the middle of planning for a volleyball match against the other school team.]
You still can't decide though?
[He doesn't really want to think about how he can't play, but he'll do what he can.]
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Those nights are the worst, and usually lead to him screaming in his sleep, waking up panting for air and wishing that they weren't trapped in this fucked up school.
There are better times too, though. Like the times they risk stealing little kisses when the others have their backs turned now. Or when Oikawa drapes himself all over him, making him crumble a little but the warmth feels really good. When they have time to themselves is the best though. When the others stay away for an hour or so and they have the place to themselves, and they can kiss and touch however they like... it's nice. He's getting used to it, even if it's a little weird to think about at times.
This time, he initiates. Knowing that they're safe helps, as does yanking the other closer by the hair for a quick make out session while they're in the middle of planning for a volleyball match against the other school team.]
You still can't decide though?
[He doesn't really want to think about how he can't play, but he'll do what he can.]